| So how about this time last year, i was praying that God would provide for me to be here at the HA in January 2007... now look... i have been at the HA for nearly a year... I graduate in 18 days and now i will be moving on to the next phase of my life. which is World Harvest Bible College. and now i find myself praying that God provides for me to be there in January 2008. I am soo very excited. my feeling are somewhat going a little crazy because i want to get to WHBC... but i kinda dont want to leave HA. But with me being a lot older than many of the interns here, i realize that it is time for me to get going. its quite bitter sweet. but praise God anyhow. |
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| Ronda did nto have a good week in her ministry placement ...I finally figured out just one of my tasks in my job description... and caught (H - E double hockey sticks) trying to do it. Im really trying to keep a happy face on but right now im really ticked at the people that chose me for this position. All that mess about "we know you can do this job" YEAH RIGHT! Can someone explain to me how am I do complete a task in which i have no previous training...no instructions?... ITS TOTAL CHAOS. now dont get me wrong.. no one has gotten aggrivated with me and went off or anything... but we all know that can only last for so long till your gonna get people looking at you like a complete idiot.. That day may be comming for me sooner than later, and when it does, I may be out the door. Im sorry but I dont believe in myself like all these other folk do. Im a realist. and for real... this job is not for me. |
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| Well in about a month i will be in Texas... I still have 2400 bucks to raise and im Nervous that i wont get it together... But then im certain that God hasent led me this far to leave me. So I know its gonna come from somewhere... Because Im ready to be strech, broken, and watered. So Praise God! I know where he wants me and now im just simply trusting in him. |
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